Weakness like the enemy, once it see a hole in your soul it go through it and spread allover your body, may be it can reach a state that is uncontrollable. Sorrow,loneliness, depression are bubbles that encapsulate who allow this enemy to reach his heart. You might think that be in another and different situation will hold the solution to all your problems it may be right but I believe that the well state of emotional and body health is relying on you only no thing can harm you or motivate you with out your permission and it is a sort of divine justice. By knowing all of these facts why I carry a burden on my shoulder? why I don’t allow my self to go with the flaw? Why I don’t find my self?………………..
May be it’s the way that my heart want to speak to me that he can’t withstand being far from God any more or it is the alarm from my soul that going with the flaw will not give me the sense of satisfaction I need or my soul don’t want to let go the things it holds.My inner condition is like a war between my soul that doesn’t want to go with the flaw and the the powerful impact of the circumstances on one’s emotions. All of these ideas take me to the fact of “the one who find Allah (the god)what he might lose and the one who Lose Allah what he will gain ” it speak about put our focus on pleasing Allah by our deeds all of our deeds are only for him. This journey to the depth of my soul enlighten me more, give me the hope and make me much better in recognizing who I am. I’m still strong I will run till my heart will be satisfied
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